I fail and I fail and I fail and it’s a never needing circle, I want to break free, I need to change but I can’t seem to get it right. I finally give up, I can’t, maybe it’s my destiny? I want to believe that it’s not but nothing reacts the way I would like to. I need a little hope.
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i’m sad this is what you feel bc that is what is in my head also and im sad another human feels this pain.
I feel the same way you do.. My life has mostly been just one failure after another. Only I am beyond hope at this point.
I’ve thought about suicide on and off for the last 20 years.. I kept hoping thing would change and get better so I wouldn’t have to do it… But things have only gotten worse. So, I will be ending things in the spring. Hopefully I’ll have a gun by then.
Whatever you choose to do.. I hope you find peace.