I had some friends over last night and it was fun.
the next day they all left and I just felt like shit.
I tried taking naps and see if I could shut my mind up but it didn’t work.
I didn’t know what to do..
I didn’t know where to go.
I wanted to kill myself.
Everything hurts.
I’m really tired and I just want my life to end.
There’s this guy I like.. His name is *
I adore that boy but lately, I feel like he is losing interest in me and I don’t want to go back into that hole again.
He helped me figure myself out and made me a positive person and… I just don’t wanna lose him.
He’s done so much and.. I just love him
I want to tell him that… I just don’t know how or where to begin.
Please.. Just take this pain away.