I’ve been feeling pretty good for a few months now, but I feel like my happiness isn’t justified enough for me to be glad that I’m happy. I personally feel like I’m a shit person and that I don’t deserve happiness. And I don’t feel “right” being happy. I feel like when I’m sad and depressed that’s the truest version of me. So starting today, I’m going to stop taking my medications.
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You are suppose to feel both good and bad, when you feel bad you are stuck with it best be stuck feeling good while you can.
I agree with rocketman. Embrace the good while it lasts. I felt light today. While coming back from work I played hide-n-seek with the Sun and that made me smile inside. Maybe I’m crazy idk but who cares.
Well one thing I think is that you can’t be truly happy on medication because, like they say, that is completely artificial .. I hear more about people becoming nothing but completely numb on medication. I don’t take medications but then again I don’t worry about if I am happy or sad, because emotions don’t matter much to me..
I agree with cods. Even on weed I feel “fake” but I let it slide to keep others happy. Nothing seems to feel quite right.