Spiritual health and wellbeing – relates to ideas, beliefs, values and ethics that arise in the mind and conscience of human beings. It includes concepts of hope, peace, a guiding sense of meaning or value and a reflection of a person’s place in the world eg. a sense of belonging.
I’m not spiritually healthy because I DON’T BELONG.
I don’t belong in this house. I don’t belong in this family. And most of all I don’t belong in this world. I don’t understand why I’m still here. I think my time was up a long time ago and I’m just sitting and waiting for that day to finally come. I can’t take it anymore and I’ve been living like this for too long. I’m not even living. I’m just alive. How bad I wish I wasn’t alive though…
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I was supposed to disown myself from the home and family 6 or so years ago, or I knew I would have no other choice than to commit suicide. Sadly, they murdered me and I never was able to disown myself. The family had been sexually molesting me since a 7 or 8 year old girl. However it did stop from 2012-2015 but since 2016, it started again and the family has molested me sexually (& rape) 176 times…