for the past month i’ve been feeling a lot better i cut 3 weeks ago but besides that nothing super major. but then a wave of depression and suicidal thoughts and thoughts to hurt myself come running in and just don’t leave. so my weak mind gave in and i don’t know what to do anymore. how do i continue to live like this. i hate the ups and downs. i hate this world i hate this life i hate myself. i’ll never get better and i hair have to fucking accept that.
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That does seem to be something people on the outside dont understand. “What about all the happy moments you’ll miss?” Ok they have a point but the good doesnt always outweight the bad and somehow they miss that. Of course how can we expect them to understand the bad when all they experience is the good.