Hello

Haven’t cut myself for a year and a half until yesterday.

I feel so lost right now, like I’m in a dark place filled with water and I’m drowning.

I really thought I was healing. . . that I was doing just fine, but somehow the demons started to crawl back into my head pulling me deeper.

I tried to climb back up, trying to pull myself together, but my shoulders are too heavy that I keep on sinking unto the ocean floor.

I’m drowning.

and I need help.