Tired

It’s difficult to pretend like everything is ok
I’ve been brushing off my mental problems like it’s a cold
The issue is, I want to die every day
It’s exhausting to put on a show
Wear a mask in front of everyone I know
Trying to distract myself with little things
I will never be satisfied
Life isn’t enough for me
I need the coldness and darkness that death brings
I’m tired of trying
I’m tired of pretending to care when all I truly want is death
I feel unreal and anxious and depressed all the time
Please murder me
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