I’ve been told how lucky I am all the time, good family, friends, and teachers. I’ve thought about this for a long time but today I just said why am I trying? I know deep down that I’m worthless and a terrible person. Ive done a lot of things I maybe shouldn’t have done. To my close friends and family I am a happy, positive girl but I just dont want to pretend Im someone else. I want to be free but the only way I see that happening is if I die. I was looking up different methods when I saw this website and I wanted to give it a try.
I went to the mirror earlier and i just repeated to myself that im worthless and that no one would love me. Over and over and I just…..oddly feel better about ending my life.
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You are not worthless. Those are just lies from living in a world filled with evil. If anything its the world we live in today that is worthless as far as Im concerned. Do I feel worthless at times? Yes I do. Do I want to live? Nope I wish I had never been born. You are too young to give up yet. I have a lived a long hard life but did have some really good periods along the way. Ive had most of my dreams come true and then watch them crumble. I don’t think its different for anyone but most never get honest about how they feel inside. Most family and friends think my life is a great life if you can believe that. They only see whats on the surface. Inside Im filled with heartbreak and depression. I know you are hurting but don’t give up yet because we tend to bounce back a lot faster and easier when we are young. Those days are over for me though.
The world is worthless, and the people in your life are lucky to have you in it, not the other way around.