I dropped online school few weeks ago, I tried to learn something but I just didn’t paid attention and didn’t make any notes.
Today my parents got e-mail from my teacher that I wasn’t learning.
They were so angry…
I cried for seversl hours…
They’d beat me up but I didn’t just felt the pain, I cried because I was ashamed of myself.
I hate myself. Why I can’t just force myself to do something?
I feel like my whole life is meaningless.
I want to end this but something keeps telling me to not.
I didn’t eat anything from 26 hours from now on.
I don’t care about anything but just forcing myself to learn.
I planned to commit suicide tooday, but as I said I couldn’t.
I am tired but I need to do my projects.
No matter the cost.
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“I want to end this but something keeps telling me to not.”
Hope springs eternal, even when the day is at its darkest. But you already know that. The city of San Francisco is currently suing it’s own school district to force teachers back to school because online learning is so difficult for so many students. I know that does little to help you, but things will change, they have to, this issue is extremely important. The classroom environment is needed for many to succeed. Hang on. Tight. Better days are coming…