I don’t know if I’ll ever become anything useful. My education has been arranged differently and it’s supposed to help me. I do school slower and less than others. But I feel like it has somehow made my mental state worse. I feel like I can’t make it in life because of my mental health and general laziness. I’ll just end up being a disappointment and a burden. It makes me want to end it before it happens but I can’t because my loved ones would be sad.
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In the same boat. Are you doing online classes? They’re killing me right now.
Yes I am. I have few tests coming so they are stressing me a bit.
Your lack of motivation is quite literally a huge symptom of clinical depression, and I assure you it’s not your fault. I often feel like a burden because of my mental health (cost, my inability to consistently do school work, etc) and I constantly have to be reminded that it’s not my fault that I got dealt a bad hand of cards. I completely feel you.
Thank you. It’s a good reminder that I’m not the only one feeling like this.