Today is my 27th birthday. I didn’t want to get this far. Life is not for me. On the outside everything might seem good but it is not. I try to work all the time in order to focus on something other than my misery. But in the end money doesn’t help either. I don’t want to spend it on anything. So what is the point really?
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If you had enough money to buy a private tropical island where no one would ever bother you unless you invited them, and you could live out the rest of your life in peace that wouldn’t get rid of your depression? It sure would put a dent in mine. I think money, if spent wisely, can do wonders.
maybe if your depression is situational, then yes, something like that would void most of the issue… but most of the time it’s a matter of a chemical imbalance in the brain.
Being isolated sure does help for a while. But if that is the solution why not just die right now?
I have moved from a big city to a small town and it has helped me a lot with my situation, I have realized that I hate being around a lot of people and I find I’m at peace being isolated and not dealing with alot of different personalities on a daily basis, it wreaks havoc on my brain dealing with a lot of people, I just can’t do it
Exactly, it may not completely cure us, but is sure makes life less excruciating. When we limit our interaction with humans while immersing ourselves in pleasant things (nature, the beach, or just knowing there isn’t someone upstairs blasting their music at 2am), our mental health seems to improve instantly. Money is the only thing that can give us these things. Escape. Isn’t that what we look for in death? An end to our physical obligations and reminders of the past? Lying on a private beach with nothing but seagulls and waves comes pretty close.
You two are absolutly right. I did work from home in the past. Did feel better then. I will try doing that again.