so imma write this because im not completly sure why i am depressed… so imma write smthn bout me maybe some1 can help me
My name: tjorge Amend
im from grmany and 14 years old i had a role model from 2016 to 2017 he died i think manny ppl knows him his name is lil peep also i had some evil family issues whitmy father and i cant see him annymore cause hees a dangerous person
normaly im quiet and i dont really freak out often but a guy slammed me in my face reasonless – i think he just dont like me so i freaked out,and slammed my fist against the stoneground.
my class teacher told my mum that im a dangerous person mainly im suicidal since this happened. thats about a week
and i feel so much pain inside me i cant either go in the near of manny humans since that happened cause i feel like i have to shame
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Being suicidal doesn’t make you dangerous. The only person you pose danger to is yourself.
Someone attacked you, and you reacted. That’s okay. That’s normal. That’s self defense.
Your depression is probably clinical (naturally occurring, not situational) and worsened by trauma. The trauma seems like it mostly comprises of familial conflict, specifically surrounding your father.
It’s normal to be scared of people after an attack like that. Humans are scary.
You’re not dangerous because you defended yourself; it was a justified reaction to something scary. Also, if you’re feeling depressed and suicidal, you should try to get a form of help such as therapy. Try to tell your mom or a trusted adult that you’re depressed (you can find out how to do this online, just search up “how to tell your parents you are depressed”). Be careful though, some people might not react well to finding out about your suicidal feelings because they have negative (and very wrong) ideas about people who feel that way.
my mum allready knows that. but the onlyst person for theraphy has too much clients this year.