Oi. Top of the evening to you. My reasons for needing to die are many and varied. For one, being a trans girl is a living hell all in its own right. As a trans woman, you get the monotonous curse of human ignorance. The majority of the world thinks that only 2 genders exist, and set society up to accommodate 2 genders. Yet cross gender conditions are very obviously manifest in the human realms. Being a third gender in a world infested with fucktards gits exasperating. then having to try to maneuver thru this three ring shit circus with heavy mental illness makes it a truly harsh crucible. And the doodoo frosting on that shit cake is this: I must stagger thru this wasteland in a body that has been weather beaten by drugs, booze, and fights n skateboard injuries that never really healed quite right. Its a struggle to even open my eyes when I wake…and with wicked insomnia, I rarely do find any respite from this world. I gotta go. I can’t suffer like this. The world won’t miss me anyway. Cheers.
My name is erzsebet bathory.nice to cross paths with you my sweet.
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I cant imagine what it must be like to be trapped in the wrong body, let alone having to deal with the ignorance of people who obviously aren’t as fully aware of the science behind that condition. Plenty of evidence suggests it’s existence is valid and real. There are people, like myself, who aren’t so ignorant too, so take some heart in that. Not everyone sees you as someone to gawk over. You are NORMAL, in a good way, and don’t forget that. Be who you are, and cherish it, and as Tupac says, “fuck the world if they can’t adjust, it’s just as well”. If youre planning on getting corrective procedures, then I hope you can find peace eventually through them. If not, even so, I wish you peace, to whatever end you choose.
You deserve just as much as anybody else, if not more. I know how hard it is to depend on other people’s approval and acceptance, but it doesn’t have to be like this. You know your own worth, you know you can do anything and you know that, for yourself, YOU are the most important thing in your life. Don’t let other’s bigotry get in your way. People can and will be stupid and close minded. You don’t have to live for others, live for yourself.
One more thing, you are hot! I am sure of it. Take care and I’m proud of you.