My family hated me when I chose him.. I just really adored him and gave him all the support he needs, helped him to build his dream – a motor shop business – and gave him a daughter.. I am currently 4 months pregnant and I just knew today that he’s cheating on me.. He’s been humiliating me ever since but I always ended up forgiving him multiple times.. I felt used in any aspects of our relationship.. Because aside from me helping him, I am also helping his family since I have no one to lean on anymore.. Right now, I feel alone, depressed and so much willing to kill myself – yes! I will kill myself later today.. No one cares about me anyway and I know that he will be very happy that I am not going to interfere with his life anymore.. I love him too much.. too much that giving up my own life will eventually free him and make him live his life the way he wanted..
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Wow are you serious? Ending your life for someone used you and humiliated you?? Will if he is treating you like this while you a life it won’t make a different if you killed yourself , and you are stupid by saying you love him and want him free by killing yourself , I don’t understand you?? And if you’re pregnant maybe you have to consider abortion , it will be hard to raise a child alone unliss you have a lot of money and don’t have problem to lose years of your life , and also no one is supposed to love forever or obligated to be honest , don’t have those expectations, unliss you want to end again in such situation , love don’t exist , what you are feeling is temporary, so my advice forget about killing yourself for someone doesn’t want you , and leave him.
she’s not unintelligent xox, she’s just in a lot of pain : (
she needs help finding a way to overcome it <3
heyyy : (
kind soul please please don’t do anything, okay : (
in addition to your own life which is worth the Universe, You have another life entrusted to You right now, please don’t end both!
Let’s talk about it,,,
i know You must be in so much pain right now, but You’re Not alone in this situation sweetness, not anymore
You’ve shared this pain with us here & so now You have companions with You through it
listen… if there’s ONE thing that i want to really convince You of, it’s this:
He
is clearly a person who cares only about himself [or at least, cares very little about You]
& so he
will live his life the way he wants
Regardless
of whether or not You leave this world
he’s not waiting for You to grant him permission
it’s only just a matter of time
he ‘might’ pressure himself a little bit for a while but soon enough he’ll just ‘jump ship’ anyway & go do whatever the hell he feels like doing
so kind soul,
You giving up your life ‘for him to be free’ is completely irrelevant to him
the most it would do would be to spare him a few days or weeks of him staying with You just to keep appearances or to be ‘civil’… that’s like NOTHING compared to your life’s value
You’d be sacrificing the Most Precious thing You have for
literally
Nothing
i’m already torn by the mere concept that You see your life as something worth giving up on for the sake of *someone’s happiness*
most specially, when that ‘someone’ is ‘him’, a person who clearly doesn’t care 1 bit about the mother of his own child, & possibly doesn’t care 1 bit about his own child either
in like ‘a parallel universe’, if i try to force myself to imagine
that sacrificing one’s life for the sake of someone’s happiness
was something that made sense or was okay & acceptable
that person
would be the LAST Person On Earth to deserve such a sacrifice from You
angel, all that Love You have for him, he simply doesn’t deserve it
& so he Most Certainly doesn’t deserve Your Whole Life to be given up for him
: (
You know what is it that i believe deserves sacrifice
your daughter
regardless of the fact that he’s the father
You have a gift of life itself inside of You
i would say
that You bearing
& overcoming
the pain & heartache You’re going through right now
is the Most Deserving Sacrifice a mother could make to her unborn child
the act of fighting & winning that battle
that’s your sacrifice
& You give it to your daughter, a pure spirit that deserves all your love & all your heart
please kind soul
if You’re going to give up something for someone in this situation
give up ‘leaving’
& stay here with us
for your daughter
<3
Big Big Hug
xo
do You think it’s possible, even ‘remotely’… that You gradually re-connect with your family again?
come on angel… say something : (