Why do we live? Do we live in a society where we all don masks to satisfy societal standards and ostracize those who do not? Do we work 9-5 daily just to earn meager wages while the top 1% of society exploits you? This is not life, this is a living nightmare.
In my country, stress amongst working adults and teens are one of the highest in the world. Yet nothing is done to actively combat this. I am one of this system’s victims.
Some might take this lightly, but i do not fear the end of my life. This life of mine is being wasted day after day, while i see opportunities slipping away, friends leaving me, and the bright future i used to see slowly dim. I am not yet on the verge of killing myself, but i will do so soon.
I plan to simply hang myself somewhere alone, far away from where people can find me. I do not wish to traumatize someone who may stumble upon my body and carry that sense of guilt and burden upon them.
I have had enough. Appeasing others while living a life similar to that of a dog is not called living.
I simply wish to leave this message to leave a mark somewhere, anywhere. To anyone out there who have similar sentiments, please, don’t do it if you still have someone, be it friends, family or a pet.
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woah mate… i really do feel this post
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do You feel\know that You’ve really lost ‘everyone’ You know at this point?
if yes… may i ask… how did this ‘complete loss’ happen?
& how your work-life was related to it?
i really do feel i’m on the same boat with You on this topic…
but, believe me,
there are so many ways one could get out of
or at least get some distance from
that ‘standard modern-day way of life’…
most specially now with internet being so accessible
& with the whole ‘virus crisis’ & almost literally everything going online
i mean to say
there are so many options to re-arrange\re-design your life so that it’s as close as ‘practically possible’
to what You wish it to be…
i really think each & every Life is worth a Whole Lot
& that it’s so worth it that we try & keep trying to reach such life-defining\saving goals
& not give up on it… ever
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Yeah, that’s about right.
But you’ve got to believe you are here for a reason. You came because it is right for you to experience all this intense dissatisfaction like you are. Perhaps you were an insensitive exploiter in another life, or perhaps it’s necessary for you to be hazed in this way so the impressions of it will make a future life turn out right.
I know life be extremely painful, but you really should carry on into the next day as long as it is reasonably possible to do so. If all your pain is just because you feel alienated and work a shit job that doesn’t pay well, as well as have an awareness of the general uncompassionate nature of present human society, I would say that’s not enough to qualify as unbearable.
You should look for the opportunities you do have. Not everything good costs money. Get into yoga or something. If you get good at it, you will experience joy and satisfaction far surpassing anything you could find on a secular level.