End of the line

I am gonna kill myself tonight, i finally have the resolve to do it , finally i will be free from this suffering , i don’t care if i go to hell , people often told me that they were envious of my life , if only they knew what i was dealing with all along ,no matter what hapened it is all gonna be erased ,alongside my very own existance , assholes in my country are probably gonna say things like “he lost his faith” or whatever ,to be honest they can say whatver they want to , they can shove their opinions all the way up their asses
Also to the peope that did me wrong ,know that you part of the reasons i killed myself ,i hope you will live with that regret till you die ,and i am never ever gonna forgive any of u for what u did to me
And finally i wish everyone in this country a shitty life ,full of misery and suffering
Also i apologise to my mother for everything ,but that is just how it is ,that is how things ended up.