I’m feeling it more and more lately.
this overwhelming coldness that seems to reverberate through me when I’m left alone to my thoughts.
Not too sure how much longer I can keep playing this game of pretend.
just seems everything I do does not amount to anything
there’s so few things in life that I have an actual appreciation for and sometimes it’s enough but mostly it’s just not
i need more and I just don’t think I’m going to find it here