I don’t feel well now.
So everything is going great. I’m doing very well at work. I live on my own, play videogames, jog once a week. I’m 37 and always been single, so you know the other thing some people like me don’t really talk about… i mean their dirty videos they watch. Everyone has there own tastes. I understand that. I can no longer find the videos that were available for purchase in 2019 and 2018! I have the 4k teasing video of ‘my crush.’ if you know what I mean. But hear me out. I didnt purchase the uhhh, ‘hardcore’ videos when they were available 2 and 3 years ago because I didnt think I could handle watching it… she was soooo hot for me that I thought I would become jealous if I watched them! I opted to only purchase her 4k teasing video. Now it’s 2021 and I know I can handle seeing it now because my life got better, but the ‘hardcore’ videos of her are NOT available anywhere! I mean for me, these videos, although dirty, were different, I really want them, it would help me so much to have them. But I know I’ll NEVER have the opportunity I had in 2018 and 2019 when that stuff was available for purchase. I hate my life 4ever.
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I just want to know how the fuck you get the motivation to jog once a week???
Aside from that, romantic interests aren’t worth your life. Every person I’ve ever met had a fucking doppleganger. People aren’t unique.
Using my imagination with women’s lingerie. I bought a treadmill with the last stimulus check. Its a nordicktrack with ifit and on top of that you can place an ipad or iphone and watch anything while ifit trainers are motivating me on the nordicktrack screen. I can do a four mile run with uphills now. So Yeah, It feels great, and thanks for the compliment, and once you get good at it you want to do it more and more, and my treadmill is meant for light use only so I stick to one or two days a week tops.