Same, I’m getting everything ready to go, and I have this anxiety that I may not be able to do it. I need someone there with me to comfort me. The thought of passing is exciting it the process to get there involves a lot of nerves. I wish I wasn’t such a *****. I picked the most pleasant way to go, nothing scary about it at all. And I’m STILL freaking out. If I wanna die so bad why is it so scary for me to go through with? Maybe once it’s actually happening I’ll realize there was never anything to worry about. Just want someone to hold my hand and sing to me on my way out.
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Same, I’m getting everything ready to go, and I have this anxiety that I may not be able to do it. I need someone there with me to comfort me. The thought of passing is exciting it the process to get there involves a lot of nerves. I wish I wasn’t such a *****. I picked the most pleasant way to go, nothing scary about it at all. And I’m STILL freaking out. If I wanna die so bad why is it so scary for me to go through with? Maybe once it’s actually happening I’ll realize there was never anything to worry about. Just want someone to hold my hand and sing to me on my way out.