I’ve tried every drug the doctors could give me, I’ve tried every bit of help i could find, i’ve tried every doctor
None of them seem to care. None of them seem to understand that what I lost I can’t get back. I went from someone extremely levelheaded to someone always on edge and paranoid. I went from someone who was always extremely tired to someone always on edge.
I’m done.
This will probably be my first and my last post here.
Gonna go out as comfy as possible. I found a way that seems relatively painless and goes out euphorically.
I’ve struggled with this stuff my entire life but always bounced back, this one time, I couldn’t bounce back. And more and more of myself started to vanish.
I hope it gets better for you guys, I’ve only been getting worse, and I don’t want to get too much worse. I look like i’ve aged 10 years in the last year.
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Hi, I’m really sorry for all the pain that you’ve gone through.
Maybe my words are shallow, but please don’t lose hope; human beings can go through sooo much. I think that the drugs you took may have played a big role in you feeling worse and the decline you felt. Like, this is the effect antidepressants have, for example; they dull all feeling..
I hear you, and your words have meaning to me. I recognize your struggles and I relate. You are not alone. I am with you, and I care.