Feeling unreasonably anxious for no apparent reason. All i did today was watch Breaking dawn. I spent the day with my sister. Nothing to fuss over. So what the hell is this? I just want to be alone…. She is going to spend the next couple of weeks on the couch in my room, since she’s just visiting. Maybe I’m just too much of a lone wolf. But freaking out the third (? counts… fourth/fifth?) day? It’s not like this is my room either, really… It was supposed to be mom’s study. I’m interfering, and i shouldn’t be noticed, i shouldn’t be a bother. I shouldn’t.

I have to calm down. Control.