lonely

I don’t know if you will ever see this as this is my first time using the site but i just want you to know that i have read all of your poems. Going back to 2014 i think it was. Through all my years of..being me. Ive never been able to put anything into words, Ive never been able to perfectly captivate everything like you do. You are a great writer. There’s no magic words i can say to you or i would’ve used them on myself first. Really i just want to say thank you for being able to write down and say everything i cannot. Getting it out there. Being parasocial through your poems i can see that we aren’t much different in life, only gender(m) and age(26). Being able to relate to someone even if it is over something like wanting to be murdered, suicide etc. Obviously you deserve better, I wish i had the power to make you and others better, sadly my twisted mind has made me into a Misanthrope. I want to help you and others like us, be it on discord messaging or gaming or calling, we are alone as it is and even though we say we want to be, you and i both know we cry for comfort inside. But yea, ill stop this ramble before it gets too long and even more pointless. I hope you do see this one day, dont need to respond, just know that you’re appreciated and to reach out, if not to me the with someone morbid like us who gets it. Thank You, I see you <3