So I havent been able to get online for a while, but a few weeks ago I tried again. The doctor that “saved” me said that it was a miracle I had survived long enough for the EMTs to make it to my appartment. And it was a miracle that I survived the trip to the hospital, and yet another miracle that I didn’t die in the hospital. Apparently I was in such a bad shape that they were too afraid to do anything to risk pushing me over the edge. Instead I got to enjoy the most painful night of my life with some of my best friends watching me, having no idea what to say. Everyone said that God was looking out for me that night, but why didnt he look after when I was little, before I got so screwed up.
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If he exists, ………. to answere your question, ………. who says he wasn’t watching out for you when you were little, your still here aren’t you.
Bad things happen in life, sometimes to each of us and sometimes to others.
My questions are often like hundreds of millions of others, if there is a God why did all the awful things happen in the world history ?
All I could ever come up with is what others have told me,The Permissive Will of God. The end all answer to the question.
Gods not a Santa Claus, which we ask for things and get what we want.
I just wish he exists and when I leave this physical life, I just hope if something is there its better than being here.
Caucajun32 Everbody question’s if there is a god. ( if there is a god why did all the awful thing’s happen) Why do we think of god as a man. Nature can beautiful and ugly. That’s just how it is.
Attemt 33 sure you really want to die. Or is it a cry for help.?
@dr dolittle I do want to die, seeing as how I’ve attempted to shoot myself on numerous occasions only to have the gun refuse to fire, or attempted to hang myself only to have the rope snap, I really want to die, yet God just won’t let me.
And I do believe in God, I just don’t get why he gave me a life that just set me up to want to die without allowing me to actually die.