I relate to this. I don’t really share any serious feelings with anyone other than my therapist, and even then, i barely even share things because you can’t really say *anything* to a therapist, and plus I have a hard time sharing anyways.

I have this like dream where I have a friend that I communicate with purely through email. I always thought email was a cool form of communication. Email is also sometimes not secure, so I thought you could attach a link to a google drive document or some other encrypted thing that stores text to reduce anxiety. Does that sound cool to you too?

In my experience, I’ve found a lot of untreated traumatized people that deal with their trauma by trying to help others, you could probably find one of those people somewhere on the internet. Theres this site called omegle, if you use the tag “trauma” or “therapy” or “vent”, you could definitely find a stranger willing to listen you if u have a bit of time and patience. I use the text version of omegle, the video one sucks.

hope you have an ok day Solar 🙂