when will it end
when will the urge to somehow express what’s going on inside my head end
when will the constant wonders why i’m still here end
when will the chaos end, the pain, the worries, the numbness..
when will it end
just when
when will it finally end
i want it to stop
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hug/ me too
At least it’s fun sometimes, however brief. Just wastes the damn time.
I’ve been wanting this to stop for many years and spend quite a bit of time wondering how it feel to have this stop. But then the brain throws a wet towel on everything….if i die, as in “off”, “stop” or whatever. We will be robbed to the joy of feeling it “stopped”. That’s just criminal….robbing us wanting this crap to stop, go away, end, or whatever. I really wish someone would just blow my head off and end this shit for me. I dont care if I do get robbed…I just want this to end….forever. I surely hope there is no afterlife and we have to go through the same crap, once we are dead. The Horor The Horror……what a really messed up quagmire to be thinking about. Bang…..do me the favor please.