I’m back

Hello again,
I feel so confused. My mind races constantly trying to figure where it ought to stop. The memories keep chasing me, I can’t stop to rest. If I do they’ll catch up to me. Lord please help me right now, cause without I just might fail.
My heart beats but not just for me
I need to keep trying cause if I don’t they’ll look back and know Ive failed
Even now I owe them the fortune of forgiveness
Don’t I?
I owe them my very begin because collective consciousness decided this is the life for me
I disgrace to everyone and I reminder that you can fail at everything.
You are nothing
Because they say you aren’t
You try to stand out but the few that do sell out
You will dim in the shadow of evil cause light doesn’t always win
We win the war
Never the battle , so strap up and hope for everything to work out for you!
I’m still here ,how,I don’t know
But I am, so I will try everyday until I’m not !