My husband is cruel to me. I literally cry “you’re hurting me” and get nothing but anger and a cold shoulder. I have been suicidal since middle school. I’m now nearly 50. I have been cutting myself again. I’m starting to plan for my death again. I know I need help. I want to find the courage to leave this man who makes me think I’m crazy. I can’t tell anymore, but I know I feel abused.
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He’s clearly a sociopathic individual…you should’ve left him after the first signs of trouble.
If he’s dangerous, you should get the cops involved….they can relocate you and change your identity.
If you have close friends/family members you can stay with that’s an option too and get a restraining order.
I realize nowadays with cost of living being high, salaries being low, sometimes you are trapped by a bad situation.
But in most circumstances, you can find a way out, even if it means getting a second job.
Don’t tell him any of your plans, work fast and leave asap.
You still breathing over there? It’s been a few days and those situations only get worse. Sincerely hope you’re alright. Power through until you can make a way out, but Soda is right. Do it as quickly as you can. You deserve to rebuild and be happy no matter how daunting it feels to start over. Wishing you peace <3