I gave up on my diet today and ordered two pizzas from Domino’s. I ate both of them throughout the entirety of the day, but it felt like giving up. Not just on my diet, but on myself. I may be cutting down my timeline even further than previously predicted. Because my heart just isn’t in it anymore. I have created my will I have purchased my gun and now it’s time to figure out what comes next. My only current plan is to continue to build equity to leave somebody else. That’s it, that’s my only current goal. It’s something, but I am not going to do it for long.
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Not too late to start your diet again. My mom spent her whole life on a bunch of different diets. But having a slice of pizza every now and again ain’t bad. Not that I’m one to talk since I eat like shit.
Buying a gun is a big step. Even if you don’t decide to do it one day, it’ll still be around to tempt you. Luckily you always have the option of chucking it. Both options just take a bit of conviction. Hope you pick #2.
It’s nice to think about others after you’re gone. Thinking about how they’ll do after you’re gone might make you rethink things though.
Hope things get better.