This is gods plan for me

I knew this was coming for a long time i haven’t wanted to be here. My sister who was my only living family member left decided to end her life and she passed away in her sleep. Now that trump and all his goonies are back in the whitehouse its close for that time to come.  this is a sick sick sespool of a world we all live in. Yes i watch the news including jaguar wright and i know whats going on with most of these celebrities now that diddy has been exposed, everything in the dark shall come to light. And oh boy it sure is! I’m so tired and scared at the same time. My adrenaline will bring me peace in the end.