I blocked most of the contacts in my phone yesterday. There are a few of them that I need for the next month and a half, but I decided to block everybody I didn’t need to contact for work or family. It would raise too much suspicion If I didn’t respond to them. I deleted my Facebook account too. It was the only social media presence I had, but I erased that part of myself as well. I hadn’t posted on it in months, and I can’t stand that crap anymore. It was weird doing this stuff yesterday, because it felt like the first steps in erasing my presence in the world. That’s not necessarily a bad thing it just feels like a weird thing to realize about yourself.
In December i’ll have to shut down other things like my bank account, my amazon account and so on and so forth. Winding down your existence is kind of a weird process. But this saves my family the hassle of needing to do this after i’m gone.
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It seems you are committed to this now. We didn’t talk a whole lot, but the few times we did were pleasant. I hope it gets better for you some how. Strange miracles happen sometimes. Regardless I hope you find peace where ever you may go. I’ll see you around a little longer, but in case you go through with it and I don’t get a chance to say it, it really was nice knowing you.