My parents sent me to a mental hospital for a week. They thought they’d make me better. But they just made it worse than ever before. I’d cry for hours, almost pass out because I wouldn’t eat, I didn’t speak a word for over a week. I don’t care what happens to me anymore. Everything has been taken from me except my life, and I don’t want that either now. I’m so behind now too. I missed so many tests and projects. I was taken in on the day of my winter concert. That was supposed to be my first time being concertmaster. I worked so hard for nothing. My parents even recorded it and left the recordings on my phone for me to find. I’m so tired of this. I’m surrounded by ghosts now and I’m done.
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That unbelievably sucks for them to lock you up on that day of all days. Parents are so clueless sometimes, especially to add insult by recording it. I’m so sorry you had to go thru that.
I was also involuntarily locked up to “make me better” but it just made everything 100x worse. Again, the cluelessness of people. Or maybe they know it won’t help but they just want to make the problem go somewhere else.
I wish I had something hopeful to say but nope. I can’t even say “hang in there things get better” because it hasn’t been true for me. There are things we can try, but I’m sure you’ve either tried them or, like me, can’t find the strength to try them.
So your parents found out about your mental health? I can understand having to be set back from going to a psychward. I have my fair share of going to them in my youth
Unfortunately the concert happened and not much can be done about that, but I’m sure you can make up the miss work you missed. Though I know it will be a hassle, you have to focus on one thing at a time and not all at once
I really seems you need a break from ur other activities though. It will only get worse down the line. I know from experience. It messed me up quite a bit in college
Tell me, do those activities u do help you in anyway? Like help with stress and ur mental health? It can be tough to cope with the things ur dealing with
I hope you manage to find a way through it though