I have 8 scars on my arm 19 on the other
I get stared at as I walk down the corridor
No I’m not a emo Im just depressed and sick of this life
Because of people that are not even worth talking about
My mum is herself upset Because my dad left my two brothers are too cool foe me to even talk to and my to twin sisters are both stunners golden blond hair bright big blue eyes Then me stuck in the middle the odd one out dark brown hair too weird to be known as part of this perfect family so I cut myself with the blade under my pillow while they sleep I cut chop chop chop 27 scars in total and now 12 new cuts that I have done my red blood pushing it’s way out to show who I am no I’m not emo but if you saw me you would think I am ????
I just want to end this pathetic life I’ve tryed committing sucide it didn’t work 15 parectomals and it didn’t work so I cut arms to show the true me ha they think I’m mad well the can get stuffed !
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if i saw you. I will see a person. I wouldnt think of sterotypes just a person
Thanks
You are just as cool as your brothers and stunning as your sisters.
If I saw you I would just percieve you as a person just like anyone else walking around.
Cutting is not really a healthy way to show your individuality.
There is a risk of infection even if you take precautions.
And the deeper issues at hand.
Is there someone that you can talk to about things.
Offline support?
@suicidekillme- thanks
@U.N. Owen- I’m not like my brothers and sisters I’m the ‘different’ one out of us.
And I know it’s not healthy aware of the side affects of cutting theres nobody I can talk about it offline most of te reasons of my depression ad cutting is because of the people I trust the most and I don’t trust a lot of people . I have trust issues . If I tell anyone of my friends I worried if it goes around my school . There was a boy at our school called Charlie and he was a emo and started cutting. Someone saw the make during pe and he ended up leaving because of the bulling another girl ( I don’t know her name) she was 3 years older than me and she committed suicide because of the bulling . I don’t know who I can trust at my school îƒ not only that ive had an argument with most of my friends because I’ve herd them talk about me but they won’t admit it .