Today…

was actually a pretty good day, I’m talking to my Bestfriend again, and I had no bad thoughts. I even woke up in a good mood and when thy happens I try to stay in a good mood. The only depressing thing is, I know these days don’t last. I know that at the end of the day I’m going to be laying in bed thinking. I hate right before I go to bed I just start thinking because I over think everything. And that’s where my depression is the worst. Let’s hope I can talk to my Bestfriend to night before bed. I’m not even gonna talk to my boyfriend just to talk to him:) he better feel special. I still do have a lot of things on my mind, but these things don’t bother me because it’s literately normal highschool stuff. Boy problems. That kind of stuff only bothers me for a day or two then I’m over it. I’m grateful for that:)