I want to cry… I hate it when you wants your space, as much as we both need it right now because I was pretty pissed yesterday…it just hurts, even though I know I’ll see you tomorrow… What I wrote in that blog, I meant it when I said it makes me want to cut…I feel like its all my fault…this whole day sucked, and the person who I can really count on to be there for me doesn’t want to see me. It breaks my heart and I just can’t wait for tomorrow. I hate being so fucking depressed…I need a cigarette, or a razor, or anti depressants…something to make the pain go away…someone help me…I’m barely hanging on.
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I read your previous post. This person seems to be a source of stress for you, maybe it’s not healthy for you to be in relations with him. As hard as it would be, you need to be able to focus on you. Its not worth hurting yourself for someone else, maybe you need to find someone who actually cares. Because it seems as though he just doesn’t want to deal with you anymore.