What happened to me, why I can’t just act the way I’m suppose to. If you asked my psyc, he’d probably tell you I need to start taking my Prozac. Too bad my parents won’t allow it.
If you asked my drug counselor.. He’d tell you that I need rehab. That I have no other choice than to go to treatment.
But my parents, who’s to know what they’ll say? Sure, I’ll be 18 soon, but I still have to live with them. Oh, and they’re the type to deny everything.
My father, knows nothing. Always thinks he does. Always know’s exactly who to blame.
I don’t really know if I’m depressed. Apparently I am. Or so I’m told. Maybe I just got tired for caring about a life which didn’t care for me.. Maybe I like being crazy.
Who knows?
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How are you suppose to act?
If you were not harming yourself or anyone else I cannot see anyone having issue with your actions.
You know, play the perfect child. Go to university, get good grades, don’t do drugs. Older brothers are great for giving high expectations. They say I’m so full of “potential” if I would only apply myself. Whatever.
my parents dont know im depressed, they dont know i cut, they dont know i tried to kill myself… i try to be the perfect child for them… but idk if i can do it any longer… i’ve noticed im acting out a bit around them.. like getting mad easily
Parents never notice anything, don’t they? It’s sad and pathetic.