You were born as a simple animal such as a sheep or a cow instead of a complicated human? I mean how fucking harder can it get? those monks that isolate themselves in the  middle of nowhere are right.. life is too complicated and its fucking hell for some.. I sometimes just feel I shoudnt have been born in this time or not at all… people say people that die at age 2o die ”young”… well im 20 years old and im fucking bored.. I have friends, a loving family ect but I still feel like shit. Most of the time however I just choose to be alone for hours.. I dont hate myself…… I just know too much about this horrible world and want out quickly!
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agree with you…
I honestly agree. I’ve always wanted to be a horse out of all animals just because they were so graceful and all… But I hate being human. All this technology and worrying about how much weight your getting and how to fit in society are driving me crazy! And I’m only 14!
I often find myself envying eagles, wolves, lions etc
they don’t gotta take part to this evil, soul corrupting monetary system
they don’t have to get a job (be stolen their time) or worry about meaningless stuff (what should I do to look attractive to him/her ? will people approve if I do this ?)
all they seem to be worried about is finding food and passing on their genes .. being a human is a bad joke