I feel like I am being hounded. I have no-one to turn to or talk to. I feel like I have no purpose in life other than to cook brownies for my sister’s film crew or do the laundry for my family or some other menial household chore. I want to end this but haven’t the will to find a purpose outside of what I know. I hate the role I have as my family’s domestic servant. I want out. I have very little money and only a high school education. Getting a job is so hard because I can rarely remember all the stuff I need for the interview or the job itself. I want to die so I can find a better place. I am so sick of this. Utterly miserable. Nowhere to go. No-one to call. No way to die without being found out and rescued before it is too late.
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I know how you feel i guess to say. I didnt think anyone would come looking for me but when they did i was found and helped. I knnow its tough and were not going through the same problems or maybe we are i dont know. But i knnow as much as it sucks good comes around even if it only shows up once a year. it will show up, and when it does it will show you that your strong. And you can make itt. Life is like a game. YOU make it three steps fwd and then get pushed back four steps. Or like shoots and laders you make it reallly far but then you fuck up and have to slide down the slide. But it does get bettter you will win the game if you try. dont give up
You’re right. Life is a game and right now I am so sick of being stuck on the skip a turn space.
Thandi, I agree.