I don’t want to anymore. I keep getting pushed to keep going on. I get up and get some hope just to get pushed down again. I take one step forward and two back. Why live if you can’t be happy. When I go through daily life I think of scenarios. Like if im walking home, i think about throwing myself in front of a speeding car (everyone speeds on this road), etc.
instead of picking me up from school today my mom got drunk.
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You don’t HAVE to keep trying. It’s your choice to do so. If you don’t want to, then find ways to end it.
Exactly what Aki said. You can continue along your merry way and have a slow miserable life (well, childhood life).
Or…
You can take steps to end it and get on a proper track to being a successful adult.
Now don’t go thinking that I give this comment casually. If you do choose to fix this situation, it will not be pretty, nor will it be easy. It will take courage, lots of it!
P.S. running away is NOT a option. Just a stupid choice.