Alone. Alone. Alone. Alone

Oy…. Who taught you, you don’t deserve to be alive? Did you get that out of a cereal box? You say you’re young and think you have the awareness to know what’s messed up and worth dying for?…I’m being compassionate here, get honest and real with yourself.

If your parents are not able to be the nurturing and loving support every young adult needs then you need to focus your mind in a way that you cultivate it within yourself.

You don’t realize how powerful your mind is. Your mind can work to serve you or it will take you down if you allow yourself to think negatively…period. That’s how it works. What’s with the conflicting messages your sending…great boyfriend, good friends, but…you start arguments, degrade yourself through how you view yourself. So do you honestly expect to feel good when you believe the exact opposite. What’s fat? Who cares? and…..do you want to complain or do you want to feel good about yourself. If you saw someone beating up on someone else what would you think? Would you enjoy seeing someone getting the crap beat out of them….well, that’s what you’re doing to YOU! You’re beating yourself up with this negativity. Wake up, you’re way too smart to be pulling this stuff with yourself. I’m writing this, cause I”m cheering for you cause you’re worth it…you’re just acting in resistance to that truth. Get right with yourself.

Go easy on yourself…if you see things, that means your gifted. You just have to figure out how to use the gift and realize it’s a good thing. Take care.