I am so over everything. I am lying in my bed in the dark just wishing that I was not here.
I have tried and tried to be a part of this world but I am not wanted. I am 37 and gay and are still single. I honestly have great friends but are constantly ignored at work and socially.
I know this would hurt my family and friends if I left but I really don’t care anymore
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hey, I know how you feel. I am gay, and way younger… but I share so much of your pain… hard to tell. know that there are people who care for you. I feel that people don’t really love me. I feel that nobody would really matter that much if I died. but this is my crazy mind tricking me. I know it might sound like bullshit, but know that you are cared by some people… I know it is crazy, I don’t even know you, but I do feel an empathy for you…. wish you all the best. Hope you – and I – will LIVE in spite of our pain. God bless.
You should care. They care about you – the LEAST you could do is give a big enough shit about them to not hurt them they way you would if you killed yourself. Don’t be a fool. You won’t have to live with the consequences – but they would.