what do u do when your not meant to be happy, when your told since the day u were born that you caused your mother pain, im all grown up now and iim still the reason she cries at night, itz my fault shes sick, it my fault shes in pain, she even told me iim her hell on this earth, maybe if im not here she wont suffer anymore
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You get away from her and live your own life.
i have responsiblities ii cant just leave
How old are you?
At what point did you ask to be born? If this is some malady caused by your birth, I don’t see how you can be held responsible for that. If something else, then please – specify. It’s hard to help (if possible) without more information.
To answer your question directly I listen to music. Something relaxing or uptempo. Other times i relax. Too much stress isn’t good. Your human you can’t do everything. Save up some money treat yourself to a movie, holiday, spa trip, anything. You could also get into reading books, writing a diary, playing and instrument. I know some guys that get into sport, like boxing, football cricket.
If you have responsibilites leaving wont help anyone, your responsibility is what you need to live for.
People have anger issues. Never take to heart what they say, its pointless, because all it will do will hurt you even more.
Hang in there.