okay i have posted stuff before, but i never told you anything about me…
my name is Kyra i am 14 I may have depression (haven’t gone to a doctor yet) I hate my life… I cut & do drugs. No I have not committed suicide… Cus there may be more to my life than I think, but you never know. I hope there is. I have lots of friends but not very many that know what I’m going thrugh… I can talk to them about stuff, but they all think I’m bull suiting them. I’m not. This all started last year I was in gr. 8 I got bullied every day sins gr. 6 I don’t know why… I just did :/ I started to hate my self  just as much as they hated me, but there is 3 people that had been there sins the beginning… Morgan ( she’s on here), Meghan, and Kara 🙂 they are and will always be my best friends! There my anker. ( don’t know if I’m Spelling that right ) I have been trying to go to a counselor but I can’t tell her all the stuff i do and i don’t plane on it… i only planing on telling you guys.
thanks for reading,
Kyra
7 comments
Hi Kyra, there’s always more to life than you think, good and bad… but you’ll never find out unless you stick around. 🙂
Oh, I think you meant – ‘they’re my anchor’. They sure are.
i just want to say thanks for ur guys help 🙂 but i do need that one person that will help me through this and i sorta have family support but only my mom.
Hey Kyra, where are your folks in all this? If you don’t have a solid family support you’re going to find yourself blaming yourself and going along with the bullying you’ve been experiencing and taking over the a-holes who are putting your down by telling yourself that you deserve it.
You in no way deserve it…but you have to make a stand for yourself one way or the other. If you don’t believe in you and grab yourself by the shorts you’ll continue feeling this way. You’re only 14 and have time to get a hold of someone you can trust.
Tell them how you feel, not what you plan to do…tell them how you want to feel and the good things you deserve in your life. 1st thing is turn this hate into love for you. What you hate is what you’re experiencing, but that isn’t you…big difference between the fantastic people we are and the opportunistic challenges we go through. If you want more info or support, email me at pauld891 at gmail dot com If you don’t side with you and abandon you, no one will show up for you, so be gentle with yourself. Good luck.
You kyra, you know you can always talk to me about it. I don’t judge. Especially becuz I know what it’s like. And yah last year the guys and girls were just jerks.
And I have an idea. But I’ll talk it over with you tomorrow at school. It’s about how we start a “club” type thing with people who are depressed and know how we’re feeling.
hello @Kyra,
hey it’s good to know that you have friends in the real world in which you can lean on (and vice versa); some of us don’t have that =/ … Fortunately, you have ‘that adavantage’ where some of us don’t, so that means you have to try even harder in doing whatever you can to make Your Life Better ‘along with your friends’, for You and the ones you care for. =)
@RawrTurtle A “club” type with people that are depressed? Sounds cool, that’s good, helping out those in need u know? cool cool,, but MMMMMM ‘**** Hey try to keep this site low-profile … i mean … im just worried that you might bring in a bunch of people and bLaH bLAH blAh bLah BLAH BALH BLAHHHH, u know? Being depressed VS. being SUICIDAL .. that’s a whole nother ball game you know what u mean? I don’t want to see this place getting BUTCHERED you know what i meaaaaaaannnnnnn???? =p But yeah just.. FOod For ThoUghT u knOw? ^^ …… And again, the ‘club type thing’ for depressed people, that’s cool, it’s good to see you’re trying to reach out for others. What a LeadER *thumbs up*
AigHt PeAcE oUTTtttttTTTTTTttt ^^
i kinda said ‘yOu KNOw’ too many times,,, you knoW?
haha…. k i’ll just stfu now. Laters
Yeah I should start typing down in a more proper fashion; or at least re-read my comment before I send it.. you know what I mean? ha
Bbl.. i guess