I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’ve been self-harming for about 5 years. And I’ve been doing so good for the past couple of months. But just looking at my scars makes my arm tingle. Makes me want to run and get the scissors and just tear away at my arm. I want that so bad. I want to see the blood. I want to feel the amazing stinging that I’m so addicted to.
I want it to be so bad that it’s the end.
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It’s normal to be scared….why do you want to self harm so much. Who made you think you’re not good enough that you would remedy such bull with taking a knife and carving away. Find the root of your pain and feel the pain..the pain will teach you, may be hard but it’s better than doing art work on yourself. And deep down you like yourself.
There’s a better way…you need to dig deep and want to find it. Good luck.
You don’t need to be scared. Look for another alternative to just cutting away your pain. Blood is not the answer of happiness. Please be careful and good luck!