I just feel so alone now. No one listens to me and they just dismiss my problems. I’ve never felt this hurt before, i’m actually feeling physical pain now. I hate myself and the way i look and everything about me. I wish that i could just help everyone out and just dissappear. i cry every day now and it’s just steadily getting worse. I cryed today at school, i just broke down and couldn’t stop. I try to hold everything inside and the more i hold in the worse i feel. I can’t take this anymore. I feel like everything is closing in on me and i can’t run anymore, I can’t hide anymore. My body is forcing everything out and i can’t control it. My heart is Breaking. People walk all over me and i can’t stand up and do anything about it. I want to scream and scream and scream but nothing comes out. Every guy i like screws me over. Maybe it’s because i’m not pretty, or maybe it’s my personality. Whatever it is i’m tired and done. What’s the point anymore…?
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That’s exacly how I feel ,I wished I helped you but I don’t even know how to help myself ://, all I could say is try to stay strong no matter how hard it is ,and hope that better times will come.
The point is to rise out of these problems with a strong mind. The body is the vehicle for the mind. I am sorry about that physical pain. have you tried to therapist or even talk to your school counselor? Do not give up because you have the strength to move on.