Whoa, I just read your profile. Damn, go easy on yourself. First of all you need to love and respect yourself. Your opinion matters. Not the garbage other people say about you. And, no, you are not alone. Big world out there with many people going through the same things. When you grow older you’ll have the oppurtunity to be free. Just gotta stick it out and make smart choices along the way.

So who is this “he” person? Your father, brother, uncle, cousin, grandfather, or a boy you like? If it’s the last one, well, boys are stupid. Focus on the bigger picture and pursue better goals. Throw out the trivial worries. You can do it.