ok ive only told this to one person. but i just cant stand holding this in!!! i think ive slightly mentioned it before. but heres the complete full on story! :”(
I was in 1st grade. the teacher called my name, and told me that i had to take a reading test in the hallway with her helper! her helper was a boy.
brown hair, and blue eyes, i remember he was tall. i walked with him out into the hallway. i stood at the wall, but he keot walking. he yelled at me to follow so i did. i knew it wasnt right, but i was scared. we walked into the bathroom!!! he turned on the light, locking the door behind us. he grabbed me and sat me up on the counter in front of him. he took off his shirt. i looked down, then he pulled up my shirt, as he rubbed and felt on my boobs. he then pulled down his pants. a tear rolled down my cheek and hit hard against the floor! he grabbed my hand and rubbed it down his chest, and onto his love stick..i started to cry louder. he covered my mouth, and since i was wearing a skirt it was easy to get to me :”( his hand still over my mouth, he put it in
:”” “( i started to cry louder as the pain hurt sooo bad! when i screamed slightly. he slapped me across the face, and pulled out a knife!!!!! :O he then slit open my leg, blood slowly but surely drained out. i was in so much pain and to make things worse he kept on going for maybe about 8 more minutes!! after he got what he wanted he pushed me very forcefully off the counter, and then i fell right on my hands and knees. he opened the door and we walked back to the classroom silently not saying a single word! i sat down in my seat, and put my head down and cried! but no one even cared one bit!! :””” “(
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If I were you, I would have grabbed his damn ‘love stick’ and twisted it so hard he screamed. Then I would’ve grabbed the knife from him, stabbed him, and run back to the classroom crying and telling the teacher. Yeah…..I have always been a violent person. Even when I was a first grader.
Emma,I’m so sorry this happened to you!! i know it’s a scary thought,but have you considered telling anyone? idk how old you are now,but this monster needs to face the consequences of his actions. it’s never too late to get help. you could help many other people who might be abused by him,or have already been abused by him,i’m sure you aren’t the only one. it’s so important that you know that this wasn’t our fault. this guy is sick,and you did NOTHING to deserve what happened to you,it wasn’t your fault. please believe that.
Hello Emma, Words cant describe how sorry i feel for you. I have read most of your posts and it sounds like you are the subject of quite a bit of bulling in your school. Im afraid i cant really help with that, i was allways quite strong so i used to fight anyone who got in my face, so people left me alone in school.
But you are a different person to me. 14 is too young to have these kind of problems, and this is not something you can handle by yourself. You have to tell your family, if i was your father and you told me this story i would prob make you change schools and i would make sure that boy payed for his actions. In fact im pretty sure i would hurt him badly, if not kill him.
There is no excuse for what he did, he has no rights to anything anymore.
Please please please tell someone. Please dont try hold it all in and try to do it alone, theres no way a person could and still be happy.
I know it must seem imposible but once you said it its done, its like ripping off a bandade, you just have to get it out, then you can start to move forward again.
Please talk to us if your ever loney, your just too young to have these problems.
Its just not right.
Please tell someone, they cant help if they dont know.
And All i can garentte is that i would never ignore a child, and im betting your parents and princible wouldnt either.
Damn. That was brutal. I hope writing about it helped. How old are you now, Emma?
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