I dont know what’s wrong with me.
I dont know what’s wrong with me.
I dont know what the issue is.
Life- taken for granted.
tired of living in this COLD and Cruel world.
too much pain
too much suffering.
so much respect for those who make it through the rain
but i for one………………………………………dont have the strength.
17 years old. been so depressed all my life.
pretending the worlds alright
painting a smile on this pretty little face.
this pretty little face that people envy.
this pretty little face that has made me who i am today.
who i am …Â or should it be who i was???
all my accomplishments
all my talents… each day i discover a new one.
and each day i discover how they all dont mean a thing
because one day, ill be 6 feet under……………….SOONER than later.

3 comments
I know that life stinks somethimes and you just want to die. Early i did want to die but i just recovered from a near death experience and my family was there and i just couldn’t imagine giving up after what i had been through. Cry so hard and tell your parents how you feel. Do something you love or see a therapist. Pleases just don’t kill yourself ive seen it happen too many times in my life.
Hello,
can you tell about your life, your family, your place, your circumstances? If you want to write spain2004 at yandex.ru
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I like how you expressed the confusion you’re feeling. It sounds like you’re saying everyone sees the “perfect” person on the outside but has no clue about the real person that’s on the inside, behind the mask. Is that right?
I’d love to hear more about the pain, the ugly garbage that you’re going through. Maybe I can’t make it stop raining, but I can give you an umbrella.
Write if you’d like.
Billyboy_2001@hotmail.com