well its been a while since I’ve been on or written anything. on monday i had my doctors appointment for my physical and mental health… they definitely suggested i go to therapy. tho i am signed up to go. had a blood test so they can figure out whats wrong with me physically. i have this low energy problem or what ever the test hasn’t come back yet. they asked a lot go questions, about my cutting and depression, asked about my sister and how she treats me..
my boyfriend left me a month ago… he came back last monday telling me how stupid he was and how much he’s missed me… of corse i took him back. I’m crazy about this guy.. and yah he might hurt me again… ugh sometimes i can be stupid.. but he’s actually trying to make an effort to help me threw my depression this time. so it looks promising..
I’m still in so much pain! god why can’t i get better! I’m sick of feeling this way!
-Morgan….RawrImaTurle….. :/
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Hi Morgan… I’m glad you’ll be going to therapy. That will, in time, help with the pain and feeling differently. You’re on the right track… Keep moving steadily forward.
Life is nothing but ups and downs and riding the waves.
Great song: Shawn Colvin’s I’ll Say I’m Sorry Now..
it could have been called “We are all stupid sometimes”
Good you are getting checked out ..B vitamins can make a difference too and drinking enough water….and exercise that gets your heart rate up…sounds simple but all have helped me more than I could have imagined.
Sometimes we are all stupid. A sense of humor helps.
Thanks. In a way I want to get better. I just wish it would happen already..
possibly a throid problem and they don’t check for that in a regular cbc (complete blood count workup) i may have the same problem, plus i have gained a disgusting amount of weight in the last year… check it out if your doc doesn’t find nething right away. look it up, the thyroid effects like every part of your body.
Thank you. I will 🙂