fuck happiness, fuck success, fuck the future
fuck our altruism-lacking, greedy leaders .. fuck the monetary system
fuck all these judgemental, motivated by fear, selfish humans .. fuck me for coming to this world
to have good intentions, be concerned for “fellow” humans will often be your downfall
Dear god/universe/whatever keeps me trapped here:
I better be dead before May 1st or I’ll allow myself to turn into a self-absorbed, destructive, ruleless bastard .. you already know this
self-restraint and self-censorship have been going on for too long .. fuck being alive in this 3D nightmare
end of rant
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hopefully I’m living my last 24 hours
my next attempt will be on 04/26 somewhere between 2 and 4 am.. I really hope nothing will go wrong and/or noone will interfere .. man I’m so eager to break free from this 3D prison