im thankful for the things that i have in my life. i dont want to sound ungrateful. but sometimes i would rather be in Heaven with God, then on earth. im known as the quiet girl, innocent girl, push over. and even though i wish this wasnt true, it is. im 17 bout to graduate from high school. i havent even had a real boyfriend before. and ive never told anyone this but not even a first kiss. i hate myself. even my younger sister (16) has had a boyfriend before and even a first kiss. i try to keep faith. sometimes i think that God has forgotten about me, and that he has skipped me. because im invisible and unimportant that even my lord and savior has forgotten about me. i cant even get life right. no one would want to be with me. no matter how hard i try. i know that suicide is a sin and i would be sent straight to hell… truthfull that has been the only reason that i have not done it. im jus so tired. i use to pray to God and tell him that he has wasted a life on me, nd that he should of gave my life to someone who will actually use it. people say im beautiful. but i dont see it. when i look in the mirror i see a scared little girl screaming for help, screaming for someone to come save her…
sincerly, miss invisible
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From one invisible person to another I say don’t worry. You are not forgotten. You will find someone, just be patient. Don’t hate yourself, change yourself if you are unhappy with who you are. Don’t rush life and enjoy it.
Sincerely AtTheEnd
When you look in the mirror the creator looks back at you, through your own eyes.
What does he see? The scared little girl?
Nope
He bears witness to the beautiful life he has invested in you, his pride swells and he wishes for that quiet moment in which your own tortured thoughts slow and you can hear his voice within.
Peace, he whispers, be to you.
Come to the present moment and be one with God.
In your new awareness you will see the others.
Others just like you who worry that they too are unnoticed.
And you will see that they have been watching you, wishing, hoping, from afar that they will one day have a girlfriend as smart and special as you.
I know this to be true, I was one of those boys.
I am old now.
I am the Guardian.
I would be proud to have a child just like you.
Peace
Thank you “attheend” and “theguadian”, just reading ur words have brought tears to my eyes. i think that has been what ive really needed… someone to listen. i ask u to pray for me, and i will pray for u also 🙂
No,
Thank you little one.
Prayers are on their way.
Now look around here.
See them all?
They think they are invisible too.
Just like you.
But just like you they are God’s perfect expression of life made real in this world in the peace of this moment.
Be kind to them, be kind to one and all,
Together you are the Children of Earth.
I don’t really pray much..
BUT I wish you the best
Yes listening is what I do best..I think
I’m glad you feel better (:
I’d love christians, muslims, jews etc to explain sthg to me:
why would an all-loving, empathic, forgiving God send someone to hell given the diversity of life circumstances ? why would anyone who doesn’t like being here be punished for leaving ?
it never made sense to me
@truthbetold that assumes there is a god, allah, yaweh, buddha satan, devil, lucifer etc … heaven/hell
all gods/religions are a man made manifest creations to explain what they can’t explain and control what they want power over. It “makes sense” when you look at it for the point that it’s really you that is control of your own destiny
godless dawg
I gave up on religion when I was ~14 .. I never felt like some powerful entity was watching over me & I got tired of other humans telling me what’s right and what’s not
“god loves you unconditionally”
“however, he wants you to do this otherwise he will ..”
“you were influenced by the devil when you ..”
yeah yeah
even if you dont love him, or believe in him… just know that he loves you, nd one day u will need him…. but lets not turn this into a debate. we all have our different opinions about religion…
lol .. if to have faith works for you, good for you
he was -never- there, not even when I needed his comfort/support badly
nope
if you were disillusioned and jaded to the point you can’t go back to enjoying being alive .. how could he help you besides by pulling you out of here?
he has given me hope nd a reason to live, he has shown me tht ther will b better days. i hav fallen into a black hole nd he has pulled me out into the sunlight. nd even if u dnt want to admit it on here, or out loud… in heart u believe in him…. and he is waiting for u to accept him…. jus ask him for a sign… he will giv one to u
My feelings are that there is a loving force in the universe. I don’t believe that it is the angry, judgmental god taught in the scriptures. I feel it is something beyond this. That’s just my own views. I believe that if there are any beings in other dimensions or other planets who together chose to follow empathy, unconditional love and interconnectedness, then life would be blissful…. like a sort of ongoing song/ dance of co-creativity. I feel that all pain and suffering stems from the absence of empathy/love. So perhaps all “evil” only stems from ignorance of interconnectedness/ empathy. If consciousness continues after we die, and if all life/ creation is about the evolution of consciousness, then death is not the answer….even if we feel that we don’t fit in or belong in this world, it is probably better to make the most of our limited time here and just try our part, however seemingly small, in making a difference.
*typo- I meant try to play our part. ^